George walked out this evening. We had a small argument, just about him ignoring me and stuff. I'm heartbroken,I love him with all my heart all you guys are my witness. Now I feel as if I'm going to die.
Gee, honey I know you'll come to the blog, this is for you baby. I'm so sorry for anything I said or did. Please come back home.
No Tamaku, don't die yet. We still need you.
ReplyDeleteOn the matter of George, hmm, I'm sure he knows that there aren't many Tamakus out there.. so it is likely that he will see sense, and soon. Then I expect that he will retrace his footsteps, go down on bended knee and ask for forgiveness for what he's done.
Now I hope he comes to this blog and reads this, so that he'll know what we out here feel about him hurting our friend, and what we expect him to do..
Dear George, You are no doubt a admired fellow as you are loved by a admired fellow...go home and make it a double (again).
ReplyDeleteP.S. Besides, we all like you and we´ve never read a word from you...talk about loyal fans, really, life often is wonderful thing (but you know that already)!
oh no.... im so sorry. I hope things work out for the both of you soon!
ReplyDeleteHe was one of the most beautiful souls that ever lived. Those eyes, those lips, that voice…gone too soon…thanks for the memories. Tamaku
ReplyDeleteHere´s what I really think (I reread my post from the time before when you featured Luther)...I have a story...I don´t know if it´s a Luter story but I´ll tell it quickly...once I got picked up, at night, while walking down Santa Monica Blvd to my car (West Hollywood)...this would have been late 70´ or early part of 80´s (as I moved to Puerto Rico in June 1986)...anyway, a Black Porche was parked near the store I came out of...the guy stuck his very handsome headout and said ¨want to smoke a joint¨ (I didn´t drink or smoke since sobriety in 78 but I had liquor at home)--I said ¨come for a drink¨...my duplex was nearby and he came, gulped scotch on the rocks (two) was afraid of dogs (two)and we didn´t talk much but went up stairs...absolutely fabulous and he showered and left quickly...he arrived another night very late...same thing...I was crazy for this guy but I traveled internationally at the time and was rarely home...I had a houseman (Gay/Mexican American) who told me that my visitor visited once when I was away (may have been more than once)...I never saw him again except once during a Sunday afternoon at a stoplight near my home on La Cienega near Burton Way...I wasn´t driving and my best friend was...I looked down at him and he looked at me (and then looked at the handsome driver)...I thought, DAMN! I knew the guy was ¨somebody¨ but I lived in the lots of ¨somebodies¨ part of Los Angeles...seeing Luther Vandross HERE a few months ago took my breath away (and I immediately googled everything I could find about him)...I think it was Luther who was my nervous late night visitor...I think it was he that I will always remember and now, thanks to you I will light candles to...it may not of been him, but I think it was...now I´m 66 years old...years later and you´ve renewed a deeply loving spot inside me and my heart no matter WHO that was in the Black Porche! Thanks, and I hope George came home.
I´m going to bed and dream Luther Vandross dreams.
Love to you,
Leonardo
there must have been a solid reason why your dear George walked out.....you sound like a pretty cool guy my dear Tamaku, but you also make George sound like a pretty amazing man too (other than his obsessions with fictional tv shows!!)...but I am rooting for you two!!! hope things work out and you two resolve whatever it is that you are going through..:)
ReplyDeleteO my! So sorry to hear that. I really am.
ReplyDeleteI am sure it is just a small rough patch and they contribute to the strengthening of a relationship. I am sure he will come bak. U are a great person and i mean it. Take heart. Take care n best of wishes.
I'm so sorry. Lovers fighting is the saddest thing ever. Hope you guys resolve it soon.
ReplyDeleteIn the meantime, *hugs*
ulimfanya nini hukutuambia?to walk out must be a biggy?//
ReplyDeleteWhy dont you just get a girl and marry? she willbear you children, who will always be loyal to you and not bring you this kind of heart ache.
ReplyDeleteI have no doubt that you are a good person, but what you are doing to yourself in the end is not useful to yourself, or the society. You are also harming and stigmatising people who you care about most.
Honey I am so sorry you are going through this. It may sound cheesy but I have gone through this with my gay friends...(male and female).If the love is there he will be back. You are stronger than you know.......
ReplyDelete:( did he come back???
ReplyDeletehey, give him time , I'm sure he'll come back. He probably needs to blow off some steam , speaking from experience :) Cheers x
ReplyDeleteI am a witness of your love and i hope George will come back to you. Be hopeful.
ReplyDeleteYou guys have been 2geda for long and I doubt he'll be going anywhere. From your posts, he loves you to bits.
ReplyDeleteHang in there.
George, I hope you are back by now and all loved up with the man who adores you!
ReplyDeleteSorry for the late appearance.
ReplyDeleteGeorge must be back by now... if now send an APB..there is no way he can stay away when it is so apparent that you love each other